Tonight i cant sleep.

And i wonder why.
I have been lying down for quite a while.
I cant close my eyes.
I am not relaxed.
Like something is bothering my mind.

the rain smells rather fresh.

- he says.

with all due respect.

it has been a while.

im not working right.

i have this ache in my neck,

where it fills up a bucket of a burden that i even not supposed to handle.

by then i knew how tough it is to be a mother and a wife.

breathe in, let it out.

turn back, wipe your eyes.

put your hand in mine.

take it in, take it out.

we'll walk wherever we want to go,

we'll do anything that we should do.

i am not a boy anymore.

as i am a man.

thank you for considering,

how was the flavour?

were it bitter plus sour?

buck it up, that's what you are going to get as you grow up.

- he says.

after you left.

i've been standing so tall,

but i was thinking way over my head.

standing so tall,

yet i feel small.

then upon i ponder without you i wouldn't be here.

i know what i did was wrong.

it was not as what you want,

i guess.

but still this is the best that i could ever do.

i dont want people to think that you're a failure,

the legacy will be paint as in the picture.

but i am glad, you have thought me how to be man.

father, i miss you. i really miss you.

and here i am lingering this Earth,

looking for the right one.

to still move on.

dear father,

i miss your presence,

i miss you voice, your thoughts, your jokes, your nag.

i miss you, father.

your son misses you.

- he says.

it's cool.

it is good to have some one who clicks with you.

they understand you, as they also feel the same.

- he says.

let the light shine.

during that morning,

you gave me this look.

as i chewed it with my eyes and mind,

all the things i dont know what's going through your mind,

all i want to say is thank you.

for holding on to me,

as i felt appreciated,

as i appreciate you more,

there's no appropriate word i can say,

how much i am thankful for you.

i just told you i love you so,

but you never knew that i have wanted you for more.

so please keep on holding my hand.

i know you're the one.

- he says.

all i see will say.

through other's eyes,

i survived.

all i ever i breathed is all for me.

all of me,

is all for you,

and of my own,

i cherish.

staring into the night,

with this victorious return,

as i walked through vanity.

through every second i walked these paths without you.

and all i see is me.

what i've been through,

what i've survived in,

all these breath,

all of these love,

is the road i chose,

for the street avenue that will lead me to you.

- he says.

i'd rather be with you.

sitting here, typing in the dark.

without my glasses.

state of grace.. 

i never saw you coming,

i never pleaded to say goodbye.

it has been a while, but the difference between wrong and right.

we dont care how much they are offering.

- he says.

i need a mental holiday.

and when no one knows my name.

and in the atmosphere is humidity.

everything has changed.

- he says.

something of me still plays a part on you?

calmingly, the acknowledgement is good.

- he says.

tell me,

what are you running from?

may i interfere?

where are you running to?

is the sound made by the piano moves you?

or basically the hit on the kick bass turns you up?

save, publish, preview, close it.

silently scream to yourself in the mirror.

do they really know you?

maybe they do.

you love yourself in your own way.

you suffering, loudly.

living it up.

brace yourself,

the shelter is coming.

as the way of making you sway will may be appear.

- he says.

a peaceful journey no where.

hey, you.

yes, you.

here, take my hand.

come on, take it.

hold it tight.

now follow me.

lets have this sweet,

peaceful journey,

a story within,

that we write along the way on the walls of air and surroundings.

if you're afraid, just close your eyes.

if you're cold, i'll hold you tight.

if you're blue, i'll look at you and smile.

keep up with that smile,

you're pretty with that.

take my hand,

don't let it go.

we'll spend more time together before we go.

links.

- he say.

the nights.

do you remember it well?

the night we stand on a hill and we watched all the lights around?

do you remember it well?

of the time we first met?

of how nervous we was?

you own the privilege to hold this hand now.

when i close my hand around yours,

i can feel your hand, that is feeling mine.

the mutual feeling.

- he says.

let the sun shine.

good morning.

how are you today?

slept well last night?

good to know.

why did you cry last night?

something wrong?

don't worry, things will be better today.

you haven't slept yet?

my ohh my,

aren't you're tired?

well may you have a good rest later on then.

hey you,

wake up.

you're wasting the sun.

whether you, or you, and you, or you.

whoever you are.

may you have a blessed day today.

- he says.

why cant i figure this out?

i have left this for quite a while now.

i missed it, i missed it a lot.

believe me when i tell you.

who do you think you are?

why are you here?

who brought you here?

never mind any of these questions.

this is indeed,

something for you to chew with your eyes and mind.

- he says.

post day to day.

who would've thought?

that this morning,

you woke up on the left side of your bed,

and a person next 87163 kilometres from you,

does the same thing like you did,

on the exact same time?

- he says.

time we spent.

the empty space between us.

just to remind me of how far away you are.

i am bored.

i am bored without you.

i want you here.

i want you near.

patiently i am waiting.

don't you worry,

i'll be back, you'll be back, again.

the labels are scheduled,

and the options are on.

links on the location.

waiting,

watching day and night passes by to see you fly here someday.

- he says.

what should you realize.

remember the kind.

the kindness of the people you don't know.

you must be wondering,

what do they have to do with you?

have it ever occurred to you to ever thought of what you have in common?

hope.

it is not a game.

something for you, for me, for we.

- he says.

after time ends.

and when it's dark,

you will walk down the street.

as you look to the right, look to the left,

what do you see?

metabolisme.

- he says