July 10, 2010

world.

if i hadn't make me.
if i haven't assembled my self,
i'd be falling apart by now.

if i haven't make me,
people will start to climb up and bow.

if you haven't make you,
you will be laughed at.
if you let them fuck you,
you will be humiliated.
so why dont you start make your self?

you'll fuck yourself in your own way.
and i will do too.
let's fall into our own better halves.

- he says.
would you tell me, 
how did you do it?
to make me feel like i do?

- he says.

situation babbles me out of the core.

what has become of you?
you better not bleed.
the consequences are fatal to the souls of a crippled shooter.

you owe me.
you put the needles in your skin,
what do you feel?

you better think fast,
think fast.

you would never know what world is this.
you owe me.

- he says.

posting, settings, design, monetize.

we are going nowhere fast,
yet the warmth is bulging inside the pants.

will i have the chance to pass?
yet i have been distracted,
from my direct direction.

indeed.
well can i forget,
where i came from?

if i blew a balloon for you,
would you love me too?
i would.

take a look around.
see wether the surroundings has changed or not.
i noticed your lips moved in slow motion when you sing.
again, 
i am going nowhere fast.

well can i forget,
to comb my hair?
i never really do actually.

if i tell you,
i am going nowhere fast, 
would you love me too?
i would.

- he says.

you're patriotic at heart.

do you think i should add here,
to this floating new frontier?

experience the war against yourself.
why you came in you're alive?
remember.

flow down the river.
further,
further.

not by this 13 shades of feathers,
which shows us something, 
the world order,
and dont let the world bring you down.

every one here is that fucked up,
and cold.
feel the warmth,
the breeze that flows into your nose.

tell me, where would you go?

- he asks.

July 8, 2010

my memories are slowly wallowing back.

in a sense i enjoy the agony,
personally i am aroused,
subconsciously.

it is rotting inside,
but i dont care.
i submit to you,
for causing this pain.

in a sense i enjoy the agony.
becoming stronger in every step that i take,
is my absolute desire.

- he says.

and i am keeping this from you.

i love you. 
you broke the chains where i locked my heart.
you sway.
you swoon until you remember my name.

all these while, 
never thought that you'd see me.
yes,
the sky is grey,
but i am dancing in the rain.

i am living a lie,
dont ask me why.
just dont you open your eyes just yet.

only you will hear my pleads.
and only the creatures of the night would tell you how much i miss you.
i love you dear.

- he says.