November 8, 2010

dear.

we could just try each other on,
to see whether we fit each other.
we all have a weakness,
look me in the eyes,
and identify what i am feeling towards you.

if you couldn't see what i feel,
let me tell you this,
you made me discovered the better part of me.
and i keep reminding me that we have each other.
you make me face the beautiful phase of my life.

- he says.

feel like i do.

lost in line.
we could start again,
i guess?

but why would we?
everything is just so perfectly alligned.
but may i ask you something?

how do you do it?
to make me feel like i do?

would you take me to the outerspace?
if i am afraid of heights,
would you hold me close?

would you show me your world as seen from the stars?
would you show me everything that involves you?

i understand that your love is such a big verb for me.

now i am lost in line.
how did you do it?

i cant you show you much,
but i can show you how it feels to have you here in my heart.

- he says.

and the bugs summoned.

now i dig my chin inside the sounds,
and the oceans of strings looked like a thousand hearts,
shining red.

i kneel against the wall,
pretending i am happy,
practically i am,
but it's more meaningful if only you're here.

now i really wish that you are here.
i wish you are here.

i am counting the bugs,
signalling them to bring you here.
placing my ladder up in the sky,
and the stars resembles your pretty face.
and in this moment i am happy.

sit quietly,
hands against each others,
and feel the breeze flows like we're in the roller coaster.
i wish you are here in front me.

- he says.

i am a creep. i am a weido.

yet you stayed.
now would you just flow with me,
until the end of the river.

drift to the unknown,
let the water flows us back to the shores.
your love is a verb,
and it is really worth the thrills.

further down the river,
we choose to refuse,
that our love is just untrue.
and because it is really not.

- he says.

glass.

you permeate in my screen,
you flew in front of my door.

you practically touched me in the spot,
where i could just fall fumbled in my knees.

i guess what i ever wanted is this,
just this,
whatever this is.

wouldn't want to lose you,
all i want is just you.
previously,
presence,
future,
forever.

i want you.

- he says.

it is this one thing that make me tripping.

i was just a fake plastic watering can before i met you.

- he says.

November 5, 2010

three fold Utopian dreams.

i would like to say,
that you are on me mind.
i would like to be,
the one that's on your mind too.

it's hard to believe that i always do,
but trust me,
it's true.

but we're separated by the deep blue see.
one would think that's hard and harsh,
but i don't care.
and it's true, 
girl.
you and only go around,
and around.

because i know we're the perfect two.
i would be the pencil to your papers.
and please draw little hearts,
smiles and my name.

do you want to go to the seaside?
you and your charms.
i love you.
i am trying to love you any kind of way.
but i find it hard to love you girl,
caused by my flaws.

take my hands, 
guide me,
show me where to go.

do you want to be in my world as seen from the stars?
these dimmed orange lights,
cool breeze,
the warmth of my body.
for once,
with my charms and along my flaws,
i want you to be happy just being with me.

i want to be the one,
the only one,
the one you call your everything.
because you are to me.

- he says.

and i know in time we'll both see.

we are all we need.
you and me.
add the two of us,
what do we get?

a perfect two.

- he says.