your hands in mine. (goodbye)

ever wonder how it turns out to be?

we are lucky enough to have things that we feel hard to say goodbye to.

eventually,

we do.

either secretly we leave,

or we lie,

or we actually say it by words.

and some jot it down.

it's not hard to keep track.

just say the words,

just make the move.

keep on holding on if you feel like letting go.

have you ever wondered?

how it turned out to be?

psyched.

- he says.

death comes quick, you never plan it.

well somebody was definitely looking up in the sky and gave a thought of his or her life.

they keep on wondering,

why?

what?

who?

all of the questions might be the answers for their sins.

who knows.

definitely,

somebody woke up today and left forever without any goodbyes.

- he says.

the stranger died as i walked out the door.

Someone woke up today.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later."

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you."

And they replied

"I love you."

And they kissed them goodbye.

For the very last time.

Someone woke up today. But they won't wake up tomorrow.

- he reads.

and i..

miss you.

- he says.

good morning, love.

to the left,

and i am lost.

to the forest,

and i am gone.

to the east,

and i am empty.

i grew bored and depressed of time,

as the time slips away without singing any goodbye,

to the core of the Earth,

where it is not have been discovered.

my colors,

are the feelings of me longingly missing someone.

and my heart,

it's blue.

waiting for my dear love,

is like a blinded man seeing the heavens.

like the lights that summons the sounds of black.

longingly i continue this journey of passionate wait.

and now the night arrives because the sun has left the day behind.

hardened with the sounds of the light and peaceful rain.

felt like running,

chasing,

the mountain that i could just not have in my arms.

and it is similar,

to how i really miss you.

i am still on this journey,

longingly waiting,

for the majestic perfection and infinite beauty.

or else i would just drive down the river,

further to the sea.

i miss you.

- he says.

justify.

just ask me how much do i have this feelings lingering for you,

from deep down my heart.

and i would tell you to look up to the sky at night,

wait until you can see the oceans of stars,

and start counting.

or better yet,

try to describe about the taste of water.

something that we can not just specify,

is it not?

yes,

how much i feel for you is just hard to explain,

hard to specify.

but believe me my dear,

i do love you.

- he says.

you have me,

and i have you.

i assure you,

that you are all that i want.

- he says.

could have it been there all along?

i never felt the way i feel today,

it is just extremely special for me to specify.

it is really awesome to get to know you.

you brought me to the heights i thought i know.

you sunk me in the deepest sea with the depth that i thought i know.

every thing is just hard for me to testify and specify.

but i am beginning to notice that i really in love with you.

infact,

from the second i laid my eyes on you.

i never felt the way i feel towards you.

it is just so beautiful for me to specify.

- he says.