i wish i have better ways to say this.

and i have tried looking,

for happiness in different places.

a bigger TV,

a new pair of shoes,

a drive on the highway on the night,

laughs at the dining place,

everywhere.

indeed,

those things somehow made me happy.

and i appreciate your presence,

while you kept on standing here right in front of me.

and please don't get me wrong,

you are my dream maker,

you are my infinite happiness.

- he says.

my hands shakes as you come near.

my hands are tight to worlds i have known,

but i know our worlds,

this,

i have never felt before.

and did you know,

that i am actually loving this?

and on this day,

your world make me feel more alive,

than mine actually does?

- he says.

meet me in outer space, the sheet covered with pictures of red roses.

how did you do it?

to make me feel like i do.

i want you to see this place,

as my life is like a roller coaster.

you know i cant be still,

because i am always moved by you.

but i am lost in line for sure,

because you are the chills that i feel not only the first date,

but in every single one.

this feeling is wonderful,

the way that i feel right now,

has never imagined by my filthy mind.

- he says.

wonderful flaws you could have.

beauty,

as my dreams are assured,

as i have you.

i now will sleep well,

because i know you have stolen my heart,

and you placed it in a good place,

in your heart slot.

i took yours, 

without you even noticing it.

wonder why i stole your heart?

because you are the best one,

of the best ones.

epic,

that's what you are.

- he says.

design.

i might hurt you in a finite amount of times in your life,

but i surely have infinite amount of love for you.

i care about you,

i feel for you,

i want you,

i need you,

i love you.

and no,

i wont leave you.

i am afraid to bleed,

but i might it do for you.

- he says.

December.

there is no music,

just silence and my warm touch.

hope that'll be enough music for you.

because you are,

the song,

the notations of a music rule,

that no one sings.

- he says.

whatever it is, i love you.

- he says.

dear Aziemah my lover, this is what i think of you.

- he says.