running in circles, counting.

i was just guessing,

the numbers and figures.

thought that i missed you,

but,

NO.

i kept on wondering,

what is going on.

as i walked to the valley on the shadow of death,

i take a look at my self,

and realized that i actually love you.

and now i am on my knees,

wanted to tell you all my weakness,

so i could just roll over and die.

- he says.

you are a square shape of a triangle.

- he says.

a reward should be given out.

as he shed his tears for you.

unbelievable.

this strong man falls to his knees for you.

he loves your smell,

he loves your flaws,

he loves your crooked teeth.

these damn dirty rats are his witness,

this concrete jungle.

you are his cocaine.

but thanks to himself, 

he is not suffering anymore.

he flew with the wind, 

folding his hands, 

watching out the window,

as the wind blows through his hair.

shedding those tears for you,

unbelievable.

- he says.

the mirror piece.

find yourself in the mirror.

watch your self until your eyes turn

square.

- he says.

a song with a notations that no one sings.

how i miss the old me.

what i think is right or wrong,

still i'd go on.

convinced it will end.

there on the edge,

i'd be found dead as someone pushes a blade in my mind.

tell me,

why?

why is everything wrong?

why do i write these words,

which i don't really know how to say?

open my eyes.

please take my hands,

and lead me.

i need help.

i am in need of someone.

i am unable to tell you,

i am trying to tell myself,

nothing is wrong.

now i just knew that i am so afraid to open my eyes,

to see that i am the song that no one sings.

- he says.

i am something that is really nothing.

i am a burden and this is not where i belong.

i am just a mistake.

stupidity lurks inside my head.

survival skills?

zero.

i dont mean anything,

i dont worth anything.

i have nothing.

i am the burden to your soul.

to your family.

i am just a liability.

i am nothing.

i apologize for the fact that i have burdened your life ever since i was born.

- he says.

what's the difference than standing here, standing there?

to fall for someone you've known for a long time,

or,

to fall for someone who is a total stranger?

try to relate.

- he says.