may i just say that you have stolen my heart?

i was certain the the season can be held between my hug and my love.

- he says.

specially for you.

wake up in the morning,

to find your face.

watching you sleep brings me peace.

always stand by me dear,

hold my hands,

lets take a walk in the rain.

wake up in the morning,

to find your chuckles.

i am singing

"you're the finest thing that i've got,

the hurricane i'll never outrun"

always stand by me darling,

hold my hands,

and lets have our walk in the rain.

every drop of the rain,

makes me fell braver.

every inch of you further away,

makes you stronger.

- he says.

your hands in mine. good bye.

i am holding my own hands.

the shadow of mine, 

which it is.

can i say good bye to myself?

i'd sing a long good bye song.

this music reminds me of how the notation goes.

sitting by the window in the train.

with the sip of the unknown satisfaction,

takes me all the way,

helps me to think.

somehow i miss the old me.

better yet,

someone wants the modern in me.

- he says.

why cant you raise your voice to say what you mean?

not even enjoying every bit of this pain.

pain, 

pushing the pain.

i submit to whoever that causing the pain.

funny,

in a sense i used to enjoy the agony,

subconsciously i could be aroused,

but no.

maybe this is it?

is it?

even my biggest fear would laugh at this.

the river still flows, 

but no one knows.

even the expected one questions about it.

i submit to whoever that's causing this pain.

all of my senses are wallowing back.

- he says.

there's a price to pay.

the damsel is torn,

by her surroundings.

you were surely shadowed by the modern in me.

you never know,

how easy it is to break free.

- he says.

world.

if i hadn't make me.

if i haven't assembled my self,

i'd be falling apart by now.

if i haven't make me,

people will start to climb up and bow.

if you haven't make you,

you will be laughed at.

if you let them fuck you,

you will be humiliated.

so why dont you start make your self?

you'll fuck yourself in your own way.

and i will do too.

let's fall into our own better halves.

- he says.

would you tell me, 

how did you do it?

to make me feel like i do?

- he says.