November 12, 2009

afraid.

dear, this is for you.
i couldn't really tell you how i feel.
i just cant.

as i act to be normal, it's all just abnormal.
you know yourself i am a hypocrite.
yes, i admit.
i am.

but do know, this one thing.
which i really want you to know.
it's a question really, but you'll know what i mean.

you know, i know, others know.
love is a pain in the ass, but we're all addicted to the feeling of hoping it could last.

and yeah, here goes.
i really wonder how the answer is turning out to be.

would you be my significant other?

- he wonders.