you know, truth is, sometimes when i look at you,
i have to look away.
because i get teary eyed,
thinking about how happy i am,
how lucky i am to finally have something in my life that i am completely happy with.
it is like having you makes me realize a whole lot.
i know people say,
“that’s stupid”,
and that it is
“just an 8 month relationship.”
but honestly,
it’s been the most memorable eight months of my life,
and i pray everyday that there are many other memorable months to come.
i don’t think of you as,
'just this' or 'just that.'
you’re not 'just anything' to me,
but you're definitely different.
you're EVERYTHING to me.
i feel so stupid with tears running down my face right now,
and i don’t even know why it’s happening,
because i have the hugest smile on my face,
i guess.
this is definitely not normal to me.
but maybe, maybe maybe.
i am completely head over heels in love with you.
i don’t just sit here and say,
'i love you more' everyday,
because i want to have some cute little relationship argument with you,
but i say it because i mean it.
i really really meant it.
no matter how much you think you love me more,
i could never believe it’s true.
i love every last bit of you,
you have changed my life.
and the way i think about things,
words couldn’t explain how stupid in the head i was before i met you.
it was like i was looking at blur,
but then you came along,
everything was just clear to me.
i know what i want,
and it is you.
you you you.
only you.
- he says.
