June 6, 2012

1.40 am

i am calculating of what's left inside.
i have nothing.
there's nothing that i can give to you.
i once gave you everything i had,
and gave and gave it all away,
and i am left with emptiness.

i dont blame you.
i dont blame the distance either.

i am  not pretty sure,
as it is supposed to be like this.

i know what you want,
you dont know what i want.
so sad.
not just you.
i dont know what i want too.

even for me,
even for you,
i cant go off wandering without you.

as much as it will do,
these colours would never tell the real story of me.

- he says.