the infinite distance between you and me is when i have nothing to say.

- he says.

right wing.

yes,

previously i found a reason to show you a side of me.

now that you know all through,

what else can i show you?

- he ask.

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what have i done?

i have put you through so many things.

maybe i am just that phase in your life that teaches you,

on what is wrong and what is right,

until you can stand up and fight.

maybe i am not the one for you.

i feel empty,

honestly.

i dont feel anything.

i dont know what i feel.

- he says.

yes, the problem is me.

- he says.

1.40 am

i am calculating of what's left inside.

i have nothing.

there's nothing that i can give to you.

i once gave you everything i had,

and gave and gave it all away,

and i am left with emptiness.

i dont blame you.

i dont blame the distance either.

i am  not pretty sure,

as it is supposed to be like this.

i know what you want,

you dont know what i want.

so sad.

not just you.

i dont know what i want too.

even for me,

even for you,

i cant go off wandering without you.

as much as it will do,

these colours would never tell the real story of me.

- he says.

labels.

have you ever wondered,

of how it feels if i let you go?

i honestly say,

that i have been thinking of it.

but i'd give it one last song.

or maybe to switch the tune instead.

i cant bare to be a loner,

i need you,

yes i do need you,

but i cant bare to hurt you no more.

who would you turn to?

who would you turn to, my dear?

i am right here,

listening to these love songs,

and i dont feel a thing.

is it you?

is it me?

is it us?

its me.

i am fading away.

i am getting empty.

i am full of emptiness.

- he says.

purity.

you were the one,

i know.

i am opening my eyes and i see you clearly.

you are the one for the moment.

im trying to say,

but i am unable to.

nothing is wrong.

nothing is wrong.

nothing.

not a thing.

so afraid to let the light in.

with the demon inside.

i feel so uncertain.

i feel so wrong.

i feel empty.

where have all my thoughts go?

where have you all been?

where are my feelings?

why do i feel nothing?

do you remember when it was not like this?

no. not that i can think of.

but im convinced and i still go on.

where am i going?

i dont know.

but here i am, between these words,

with you.

- he says.