pushing the pain.
i submit to whoever that causing the pain.
in a sense i used to enjoy the agony,
subconsciously i could be aroused,
maybe this is it?
even my biggest fear would laugh at this.
the river still flows,
but no one knows.
even the expected one questions about it.
i submit to whoever that's causing this pain.
all of my senses are wallowing back.
- he says.