July 13, 2010

not even enjoying every bit of this pain.

pushing the pain.
i submit to whoever that causing the pain.

in a sense i used to enjoy the agony,
subconsciously i could be aroused,
but no.

maybe this is it?
is it?

even my biggest fear would laugh at this.
the river still flows, 
but no one knows.
even the expected one questions about it.

i submit to whoever that's causing this pain.
all of my senses are wallowing back.

- he says.