December 2, 2010

leaving me restless, and plaguing my mind.

was listening too scary for you?
i can hide,
and say that you're not to blame.
part if every single bump and grind scenario,
just learn the lesson by now.

i have an illness,
and it is called 'myself'.
i have put so many things above you,
still you're there for me.
i don't even know who i am anymore.

i am dying,
i am beat down,
and my hope is dying.

i am all alone in this crowded room,
conversations that doesn't even bother in my mind.
trapped in reality.
show me,
because my heart is broken.
be my escape,
allow me to hear the words unspoken.
since somehow i am separated with a glinst,
from the one i love.

- he says.