all i want is to find an easier way.

i'll sing it one last time,

for myself,

not you.

then i really have to go.

you know,

you have been the only thing that is right,

in all i have done.

and now i can barely look at you.

but every single time i do,

i am just hoping,

deeply hoping,

that i could make it anywhere,

away from this depressing spot.

i will light up,

i will light up,

as if i have a choice.

even if i cannot hear my voice,

i know,

i am always by my side.

i can hardly speak,

but i totally understand.

but why wouldn't you raise your voice to say?

have heart please,

i am bound to be afraid and easily get bruised.

- he says.