March 15, 2011

is that even necessary?

i am not happy.
today,
is a bad day.
as soon as i find out,
i began to wonder.
is that how it has always been.

generally i am the obliged one who always try,
who always have to do,
the one that must do.
i know you are, 
but what am i?
not even worth mentioning for.

clearly you see the flaws,
boredom strikes,
there you find me.

i am not happy,
honestly.
i am honestly tired,
thought of giving up already.

generally i am a sunny,
a happy person.
but i do need sometime to reflect,
to think,
and just not be the guy you expect me to be.

i am not happy.
honestly.

- he says.