it meant to last.
seems like it is the only thing i can hold on to,
to always keep me here.
in apart of me that wants it to remain the same.
dear rain,
i am honestly afraid of you.
i want you to go away,
but yet i want you here.
now i know,
now that i am aware of,
these clouds keeps following me,
in the search of my own desperate endeavor.
seems to be,
lying here under you is all that i could ever do.
keep calm,
and try to let it go.
take this as hard as i possibly can.
because to you it's nothing.
i am just waiting for that someone i knew.
waiting and waiting.
but it is all drifting away.
i am no longer who i am,
not that one i am proud of.
but yet again i dont have to face this.
yes indeed,
i knew i will love you before i met you.
i just hope it remains the same.
but what is going on?
it's just like the ocean wave.
they come and go.
i could wait for the dusts to be still.
but i dont believe it will ever be.
take me back,
please,
i am begging you.
- he says.
