March 24, 2010

since you.

i was alone,
falling free.
trying my best not to forget.

it's too much now,
it has annoyed me.
what happened to us?
what happened to me?

we live our dreams alone,
fading like the stars.
we wished to be heroes.

and it's little by little,
we're losing everything,
we ever dreamed off to be.

but since you're leaving,
since you hate me.
i kept on thinking how,
how could i fly like you,
how could i flea like you.

trying my best,
not to forget.
forgetting the names and faces,
and the sex,
and the drugs,
and all the complications.

we dream our dreams alone,
fading like the stars.
we wished to be enemies.

and it's little by little,
we're losing everything,
we ever dreamed off to be.

since you're leaving,
since you hate me,
i kept on thinking how,
how could i fly like you,
how could i flea like you.

i never thought that i'll lose anyone.
i never learn it for so many times.
i was confused by the power it be.

i never want to be the one fool rushes in,
but it's still empty here.
and i was alone and i am falling free.

- he says.

March 20, 2010

another wasted breath.

i think i'm doing well,
from what they say.

i believe in luck,
i think i do.

but i believe for sure,
whenever that i see you.

- he says.

gone.

hand out of the window,
feeling the wind flowing on my hand.
drove pass the golf club,
the guard stand.
but i am not waving any good bye.

i waited for you, 
as i stand there,
waiting for you to remember.

as i drive,
and i began to wonder,
how did the ghost has been there so long,
and not saying any good byes.

so long,
so long.

the speaker in the next door is blown,
so nothing sound quite right.

wish i could just drive through the night,
and wave this town good bye.

so long,
so long.

i was here,
but now i am gone.

i am taking my time, 
taking this drive,
waving this town good bye.

i will leave it under the cupboard and in front of your door,
all of our memories.
summer kiss,
among the sky,
just before she says good bye.

you were here, 
but now you're gone.

- he says.

March 19, 2010

for a close friend.

i know you're strong,
yes you are.

sorry i wasn't there for you like i used to.
things seems has changed following the course of humanity and time.

still,
i did not neglect what you are.
i care about you.

do,
take care of your self.
do,
things that will make you happy.

remember what i said.
lie to your self,
as you said,
there will be a happy ending.

listen dear,
you write your story your self.
you're the hero,
you're the villain.

- he says.

March 13, 2010

i am a thoughtless jerk, you say?

well, maybe i am.
this is not something new.
being this jerk,
i wanted to be.

being such a hypocrite,
i love to be one.

hear me say,
"i'm a hypocrite."

now you know.
how it feels like to be indicted in your cave.
you created a world of your own,
you asked for my courage to teach you to be shy.

you threw rocks at me,
pissed in the wind in front of me.
still,
who were there for you?
me.

take a glance of yourself through the shadows.
i know you're the brightest,
as you glow in the dark.
inside it all feels the same.

i cherish you.
you were always my unintended.
expect the unexpected.

you have me, 
i would say yes,
but don't ever think you own me.

i am a song that no one sings,
a chord that no one plays.

this is me.
i am me.

- he says.

March 11, 2010

will that blow their minds, baby?

my life,
is just one big dream.
i am lost in what it means.

don't wake me because it is almost over.

these voices in my mind,
keeps telling me that its time,
to wake me up because it is almost over.

- he says.

March 7, 2010

brace yourself, 
fucker.

i am,
going to break your face.

i will.

- he says.

March 5, 2010

what an ass.

you always think that you're the best.
yeah,
you're the very best.
you're the strongest one.

i say fuck it.
fuck you.

- he says.